Autorka a luter\u00e1nsk\u00e1 duchovn\u00ed Nadia Bolz-Weberov\u00e1 popisuje zku\u0161enost s propad\u00e1n\u00edm vin\u011b a sebeobvi\u0148ov\u00e1n\u00edm b\u011bhem tich\u00e9 rekolekce:<\/em>\u202f\u202f<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Co d\u011bl\u00e1m s touto otev\u0159enost\u00ed? Odpo\u010d\u00edv\u00e1m? Vys\u00edl\u00e1m do sv\u011bta l\u00e1sku a sv\u011btlo? Ne. V prostoru, kter\u00fd mi zbyl po tom, co jsem nechala m\u011bsto, v\u0161echny ostatn\u00ed a ve\u0161ker\u00e9 pohodl\u00ed za sebou, p\u0159iplouvaj\u00ed m\u00e9 v\u00fd\u010ditky a z\u016fst\u00e1vaj\u00ed tam jako lodi\u010dky na hran\u00ed v p\u0159\u00edlivov\u00e9m baz\u00e9nu…..\u202f\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nakonec v\u017edycky v\u0161echno zkaz\u00edm. Pro\u010d jsem tomu jedin\u00e9mu \u010dlov\u011bku nev\u011bnoval v\u00edc pozornosti? Mohla jsem b\u00fdt trp\u011bliv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, tr\u00e1vit v\u00edc \u010dasu s d\u011btmi, tr\u00e1vit m\u00e9n\u011b \u010dasu v pr\u00e1ci, po\u017e\u00e1dat o pomoc, kdy\u017e jsem ji pot\u0159ebovala, b\u00fdt lep\u0161\u00ed kamar\u00e1dkou, lep\u0161\u00ed m\u00e1mou, lep\u0161\u00edm pastorem. M\u011bl jsem se chovat l\u00e9pe. Nikdy nekon\u010d\u00edc\u00ed obvin\u011bn\u00ed…. Tohle je regata sebeobvi\u0148ov\u00e1n\u00ed na lodi\u010dk\u00e1ch.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jsem nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed \u0159\u00edct, co se stalo d\u00e1l, proto\u017ee v\u00edm, jak to zn\u00ed. Jeden\u00e1ct slov ke mn\u011b p\u0159i\u0161lo od… odv\u00e1\u017e\u00edm se \u0159\u00edct od Boha? Mo\u017en\u00e1 to byla moje vlastn\u00ed mysl, kter\u00e1 na\u0161la z\u00e1chrannou brzdu, ale nezd\u00e1lo se mi, \u017ee by ta slova byla moje vlastn\u00ed, proto\u017ee to, s \u010d\u00edm moje vlastn\u00ed mysl obvykle p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed, zn\u00ed mnohem bl\u00ed\u017e slov\u016fm \u201eP\u0159esta\u0148 b\u00fdt takov\u00fd uf\u0148uk\u00e1nek\u201c ne\u017e t\u011bm, kter\u00e1 jsem sly\u0161ela toho dne na kopci.\u202fJeden\u00e1ct slov: Co kdy\u017e u\u017e ti to v\u0161echno bylo odpu\u0161t\u011bno?\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00daleva, kterou jsem poc\u00edtila, nebyla v\u00fdsledkem toho, \u017ee jsem sly\u0161ela, \u017ee v\u011bci, ze kter\u00fdch se obvi\u0148uji, nejsou pravdiv\u00e9, ale \u017ee nejsou t\u00edm nejpravdiv\u011bj\u0161\u00edm. Milost je to nejpravdiv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bolz-Weber p\u0159ipom\u00edn\u00e1, jak m\u011bl prorok Jon\u00e1\u0161 probl\u00e9m p\u0159ijmout Bo\u017e\u00ed milost a odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed v\u0161em, zejm\u00e9na sv\u00fdm nep\u0159\u00e1tel\u016fm: <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Obraz, kter\u00fd mi p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed na mysl, kdy\u017e se b\u011bhem tohoto \u201etich\u00e9ho rekolektivu\u201c rozpl\u00fdv\u00e1m, je obraz Jon\u00e1\u0161e, kter\u00fd sed\u00ed s\u00e1m na sv\u00e9m vlastn\u00edm kopci a zpochyb\u0148uje Bo\u017e\u00ed odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed….. Kdy\u017e Jon\u00e1\u0161ovi nep\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9 \u010din\u00ed pok\u00e1n\u00ed a B\u016fh jim prokazuje milosrdenstv\u00ed, Jon\u00e1\u0161 … \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: \u201eProto jsem tuhle hloupou pr\u00e1ci v\u016fbec necht\u011bl – proto\u017ee jsem v\u011bd\u011bl, Bo\u017ee, \u017ee jsi milostiv\u00fd a milosrdn\u00fd, pomal\u00fd k hn\u011bvu a opl\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00ed vytrvalou l\u00e1skou\u201c [viz Jon\u00e1\u0161 4,2]. A s takov\u00fdm Bohem je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 manipulovat…..\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bo\u017e\u00ed milosrdenstv\u00ed a slitov\u00e1n\u00ed vyhazuje cel\u00fd syst\u00e9m odm\u011bn a trest\u016f z okna. Tak\u017ee n\u011bkdy m\u00e1m chu\u0165 za\u0159vat \u201eneeeee\u201c a co nejrychleji se nat\u00e1hnout, abych to dostal zp\u00e1tky. Odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed m\u016f\u017ee p\u00e1lit, kdy\u017e se nec\u00edt\u00edme, \u017ee jsme ho \u201ehodni\u201c, kdy\u017e se n\u00e1m zd\u00e1, \u017ee n\u00e1m n\u011bco proch\u00e1z\u00ed….. Jako by pocit, \u017ee se c\u00edt\u00edm \u0161patn\u011b za to, co jsem ud\u011blal, byl stejn\u00fd jako pocit, \u017ee jsem dobr\u00fd, i kdy\u017e ve skute\u010dnosti nen\u00ed.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n Co kdy\u017e n\u00e1m u\u017e bylo odpu\u0161t\u011bno za to, jak jsme ubl\u00ed\u017eili lidem, kter\u00e9 milujeme? Co kdy\u017e n\u00e1m u\u017e bylo odpu\u0161t\u011bno, \u017ee nejsme dokonal\u00fdmi rodi\u010di? Co kdy\u017e u\u017e n\u00e1m bylo odpu\u0161t\u011bno za v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 jsme je\u0161t\u011b ani neud\u011blali…? Mo\u017en\u00e1, \u017ee odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed sob\u011b sam\u00e9mu nen\u00ed n\u011bco, co se stane jednou na tich\u00e9m \u00fastran\u00ed, ale je to ka\u017edodenn\u00ed mo\u017enost. Dej n\u00e1m v tento den na\u0161e ka\u017edodenn\u00ed odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, a to i sob\u011b sam\u00fdm. \u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159e\u010dt\u011bte si tuto meditaci na cac.org. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Translated with DeepL.com (free version)<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nadia Bolz-Weber, afterword to Pastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner and Saint, <\/em>rev. ed.<\/em>(Worthy Publishing, 2021), 207\u2013208, 209\u2013210. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Image credit and inspiration<\/strong>: Geentanjal Khanna, Untitled <\/em>(detail), 2016, photo, Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image.<\/a> Unearned and unmerited generosity is an element or extension of the divine, revealing itself in our lived experience\u2014spontaneous, unplanned, sometimes messy, as small as a drop of water\u2014requiring open hands to receive it.<\/em> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Nadia Bolz-Weberov\u00e1 :v\u00fd\u010ditky<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
sebeobvi\u0148ov\u00e1n\u00ed<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Co kdy\u017e u\u017e ti to v\u0161echno bylo odpu\u0161t\u011bno?\u202f<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Milost Bo\u017e\u00ed<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Jako Jon\u00e1\u0161 nemohl manipulovat se sv\u00fdm Bohem<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Pot\u0159ebuji p\u0159ijmout sebe a pak p\u0159ijmout milost<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Ka\u017ed\u00fd den je odpou\u0161t\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Prameny:<\/h6>\n\n\n\n
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