Na konferenci CAC CONSPIRE 2018 se Dr. Barbara Holmesov\u00e1 (1943\u20132024) pod\u011blila o sv\u016fj osobn\u00ed \u201ep\u0159\u00edb\u011bh Jon\u00e1\u0161e\u201c:<\/em>\u202f<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e se rozhodneme neuposlechnout Bo\u017e\u00ed v\u016fli pro n\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot, doch\u00e1z\u00ed ke krizi neposlu\u0161nosti. V tomto p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b mi p\u0159ijde na mysl Jon\u00e1\u0161… Mysl\u00ed si, \u017ee m\u00e1 pravdu. Nen\u00e1vid\u00ed Asy\u0159any, a to je pochopiteln\u00e9. Koneckonc\u016f, byli to loupe\u017eiv\u00ed n\u00e1jezdn\u00edci, kte\u0159\u00ed zab\u00edrali \u00fazem\u00ed a p\u0159edstavovali skute\u010dnou hrozbu pro Izrael. M\u011bl n\u00e1rodn\u00ed hrdost. Cht\u011bl je vid\u011bt zni\u010den\u00fdmi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e dostane Bo\u017e\u00ed v\u00fdzvu, cestuje 2 500 mil do ji\u017en\u00ed \u010d\u00e1sti \u0160pan\u011blska. D\u00e1l u\u017e se dostat nemohl. Pro\u010d ut\u00edk\u00e1? Ut\u00edk\u00e1, jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 na konci \u010dtvrt\u00e9 kapitoly, proto\u017ee v\u00ed, \u017ee B\u016fh je milosrdn\u00fd. Nen\u00ed nic hor\u0161\u00edho ne\u017e milosrdn\u00fd B\u016fh, kdy\u017e chcete, aby va\u0161i nep\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9 dostali, co si zaslou\u017e\u00ed. Jon\u00e1\u0161 chce d\u011blat v\u011bci po sv\u00e9m a skon\u010d\u00ed v b\u0159i\u0161e mo\u0159sk\u00e9 p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00e1te sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh jako Jon\u00e1\u0161? J\u00e1 ano. Od deseti do dvaceti let jsem v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee m\u00e1m v \u017eivot\u011b Bo\u017e\u00ed povol\u00e1n\u00ed. Skrze sny, vid\u011bn\u00ed ve stavu bd\u011bn\u00ed a momenty p\u0159ekvapiv\u00e9ho souladu s Bo\u017estv\u00edm jsem v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee m\u011b B\u016fh vol\u00e1. Ale byla jsem tam, desetilet\u00e1 hol\u010di\u010dka, s povol\u00e1n\u00edm k n\u011b\u010demu, \u010demu jsem nerozum\u011bla. Nikdy jsem nevid\u011bla \u017eenu ve slu\u017eb\u011b. Vlastn\u011b jsem nikdy nevid\u011bla \u017eenu, kter\u00e1 by vedla v jak\u00e9koli duchovn\u00ed funkci. Co jsem tedy m\u011bla d\u011blat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n No, pokra\u010dovala jsem ve sv\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b. Vdala jsem se, m\u011bla dv\u011b d\u011bti a po deseti letech jsem znovu usly\u0161ela povol\u00e1n\u00ed, tentokr\u00e1t je\u0161t\u011b siln\u011bji. Tentokr\u00e1t jsem oto\u010dila hlavu sm\u011brem, kde jsem si myslela, \u017ee B\u016fh \u017eije (tam naho\u0159e), a \u0159ekla jsem: \u201ePromi\u0148te, pane, nebo pan\u00ed\u201c \u2013 cht\u011bla jsem si pojistit v\u0161echny mo\u017enosti \u2013 \u201enev\u00edm, jestli v\u00edte o m\u00e9m rozvodu, ale m\u00e1m dv\u011b d\u011bti, mus\u00edm je \u017eivit a duchovn\u00ed nevyd\u011bl\u00e1vaj\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 pen\u00edze. Tak\u017ee pokud v\u00e1m to nevad\u00ed, p\u016fjdu studovat pr\u00e1va.\u201c [1]<\/p>\n\n\n\n Trvalo to n\u011bjakou dobu, ale Holmes nakonec \u0159ekla \u201eano\u201c Bo\u017e\u00edmu vol\u00e1n\u00ed. Na konferenci CONSPIRE 2021 povzbuzovala poslucha\u010de, aby z\u016fstali otev\u0159en\u00ed a v\u011brn\u00ed Bo\u017e\u00edm pozv\u00e1n\u00edm ke slu\u017eb\u011b:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e jsem st\u00e1la na promoci pr\u00e1vnick\u00e9 fakulty, usly\u0161ela jsem hlas, kter\u00fd mi \u0159ekl: \u201eTo nen\u00ed ono.\u201c Byla jsem p\u0159ekvapen\u00e1 a \u0159ekla jsem sv\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dce, kter\u00e1 st\u00e1la se mnou ve front\u011b na diplomy: \u201ePr\u00e1v\u011b jsem sly\u0161ela hlas, kter\u00fd mi \u0159ekl: \u201aTo nen\u00ed ono.\u2018\u201c Ona se za\u010dala sm\u00e1t a \u0159ekla: \u201eNo, tak to jsi opravdu promarnila spoustu \u010dasu.\u201c\u2026 Nezb\u00fdvalo mi nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e naslouchat tomu \u0161epotu a pokra\u010dovat ve sv\u00e9 praxi. Nyn\u00ed dovoluji \u017eivotu, aby m\u011b vedl k propasti novosti, kter\u00e1 ji\u017e byla zaseta do m\u00e9ho \u017eivota…\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujte Bohu, d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujte Duchu svat\u00e9mu, \u017ee v\u00e1s povede ke v\u0161\u00ed pravd\u011b. Dejte jasn\u011b najevo sv\u016fj z\u00e1m\u011br, \u017ee budete n\u00e1sledovat povol\u00e1n\u00ed bez v\u00fdjimky. Dejte sv\u016fj z\u00e1m\u011br najevo Bohu a \u010dekejte, a\u017e v\u00e1s Duch svat\u00fd povede k napln\u011bn\u00ed va\u0161eho povol\u00e1n\u00ed. [2]\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n Translated with DeepL.com (free version)<\/p>\n\n\n\n [1] Adapted from Barbara Holmes, \u201cCrisis Contemplation,\u201d CONSPIRE 2018<\/em>, Center for Action and Contemplation, conference talk.\u202fUnavailable. <\/p>\n\n\n\n [2] Adapted from Barbara Holmes, \u201cFriday Q and R with Kirsten Oates,\u201d CONSPIRE 2021<\/em>, Center for Action and Contemplation, conference talk.\u202fUnavailable. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Image credit and inspiration<\/strong>: Jong Marshes, untitled <\/em>(detail), 2017, photo, Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image<\/a>. Beneath the surface we flail, bewildered. Has our heart grown too hard to sense the gentle sun of God’s mercy drawing us up and out?<\/em> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" D\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujte Bohu, d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujte Duchu svat\u00e9mu, \u017ee v\u00e1s povede ke v\u0161\u00ed pravd\u011b. Dejte jasn\u011b najevo sv\u016fj z\u00e1m\u011br, \u017ee budete n\u00e1sledovat povol\u00e1n\u00ed bez v\u00fdjimky. Dejte sv\u016fj z\u00e1m\u011br najevo Bohu a \u010dekejte, a\u017e v\u00e1s Duch svat\u00fd povede k napln\u011bn\u00ed va\u0161eho povol\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11906,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[198],"tags":[561,2260,2261],"class_list":["post-11915","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-richard-rohr-ofm-centrum-pro-zivot-a-rozjimani","tag-duvera","tag-hlas-ducha-svateho","tag-povolani-ke-sluzbe","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11915","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11915"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11915\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11916,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11915\/revisions\/11916"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11906"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11915"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11915"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11915"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Jon\u00e1\u0161 si mysl\u00ed \u017ee m\u00e1 pravdu<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Jon\u00e1\u0161 si chce d\u011blat v\u011bci po sv\u00e9m<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
A co my?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Nenaslouchala jsem sv\u00e9mu povol\u00e1n\u00ed<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Promarnila jsem spousty \u010dasu<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
D\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujte Duchu Svat\u00e9mu<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Prameny:<\/h6>\n\n\n\n