Psychoterapeut James Finley, kter\u00fd v ml\u00e1d\u00ed \u017eil s n\u00e1siln\u00fdm otcem, se znovu ocitl v situaci, kdy byl znovu traumatizov\u00e1n n\u00e1silnick\u00fdm kn\u011bzem. Finley se pod\u011blil o to, jak se s n\u00edm Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161 setkal v jeho hlubok\u00e9 hanb\u011b a utrpen\u00ed:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Byl jsem mlad\u00fd mu\u017e \u017eij\u00edc\u00ed na okraji propasti s v\u011bdom\u00edm, \u017ee pokud m\u011b B\u016fh miluje a v\u00e1\u017e\u00ed si m\u011b jako skute\u010dn\u00e9ho a milovan\u00e9ho ve sv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch, nem\u016f\u017eu p\u0159edst\u00edrat, \u017ee nejsem skute\u010dnou osobou, kterou B\u016fh miloval a povolal m\u011b b\u00fdt\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Uprost\u0159ed t\u00e9to cesty nikam jsem za\u010dal c\u00edtit, \u017ee m\u011b B\u016fh vyz\u00fdv\u00e1, abych se vzdal snahy p\u0159ekonat sv\u016fj strach a m\u00edsto toho p\u0159inesl sv\u00e9 pocity strachu a studu Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161i. U\u017e jsem byl ve sv\u00e9m srdci odhodl\u00e1n \u0159\u00eddit se pokynem svat\u00e9ho Benedikta v jeho \u0158eholi, \u017ee mnich by nem\u011bl \u201ed\u00e1vat p\u0159ednost ni\u010demu p\u0159ed Kristem\u201c. Ale v tomto bod\u011b jsem pot\u0159eboval p\u0159ekro\u010dit teologick\u00e9 ch\u00e1p\u00e1n\u00ed univerz\u00e1lnosti Krista a modlit se, abych se dostal do Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161ovy nesmrteln\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtomnosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pocitov\u00e1 pot\u0159eba modlit se t\u00edmto zp\u016fsobem m\u011b vedla k p\u0159edstav\u011b, jako v jak\u00e9msi bd\u011bl\u00e9m snu, \u017ee jsem s\u00e1m za m\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed noci v zahrad\u011b, kam podle evangeli\u00ed Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161 odch\u00e1zel tr\u00e1vit cel\u00e9 noci s\u00e1m v modlitb\u011b. V duchu jsem si p\u0159edstavoval, jak hled\u00e1m Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161e, abych se s n\u00edm mohl pod\u011blit o to, jak bezmocn\u00fd jsem b\u00fdt v\u011brn\u00fd tomu, k\u00fdm m\u011b, jak jsem c\u00edtil, vol\u00e1\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pak jsem najednou, kdy\u017e jsem se rozhl\u00e9dl sem a tam, uvid\u011bli Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161e, jak sed\u00ed s\u00e1m v m\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00edm sv\u011btle na okraji m\u00fdtiny. P\u0159e\u0161el jsem m\u00fdtinu a poklekl mu k noh\u00e1m. C\u00edtil jsem jeho ruku na sv\u00e9m rameni, kdy\u017e jsem se naklonil bl\u00ed\u017e, abych mu za\u0161eptal do ucha, a odhalil tak b\u0159emena sv\u00e9 slabosti a strachu zalo\u017een\u00e9 na studu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e jsem vylil v\u0161e, co m\u00e9 zran\u011bn\u00e9 a bolav\u00e9 srdce bylo pohnuto a schopno \u0159\u00edct, Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b p\u0159it\u00e1hl k sob\u011b a za\u0161eptal mi do ucha t\u0159i slova, kter\u00e1 m\u011b osvobodila, slova, kter\u00e1 ve mn\u011b dodnes zn\u00ed jako ozv\u011bna. Sly\u0161el jsem ho \u0161eptat: \u201eMiluji t\u011b!\u201c Om\u00e1men\u00fd a p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd t\u00edm, \u017ee jsem tak nevysv\u011btliteln\u011b milov\u00e1n, mi duch ve m\u011b dal v\u011bd\u011bt, co jsme oba s Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161em \u010dekali, a\u017e to sly\u0161\u00edme. Naklonil jsem se tedy bl\u00ed\u017e a za\u0161eptal Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161i sv\u00e9 tajn\u00e9 \u201eMiluji t\u011b\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A v tom okam\u017eiku jsme si uv\u011bdomili, \u017ee je v\u011bc jednou prov\u017edy vy\u0159e\u0161ena. Jde o to, \u017ee dobr\u00e1 zpr\u00e1va o Bo\u017e\u00ed l\u00e1sce k n\u00e1m se nikdy nem\u011b\u0159\u00ed na\u0161\u00ed schopnost\u00ed b\u00fdt v\u011brn\u00ed tomu, kdy\u017e v\u00edme ve sv\u00e9m srdci, \u017ee n\u00e1s B\u016fh vol\u00e1. Jedin\u00fdm m\u011b\u0159\u00edtkem Bo\u017e\u00ed l\u00e1sky k n\u00e1m je nezm\u011brn\u00fd rozsah Bo\u017e\u00ed milosrdn\u00e9 l\u00e1sky, kter\u00e1 n\u00e1s prostupuje a bere n\u00e1s k sob\u011b uprost\u0159ed na\u0161ich klop\u00fdtaj\u00edc\u00edch a zbloudil\u00fdch cest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n James Finley, The Healing Path: A Memoir and an Invitation<\/em><\/a> (Orbis Books, 2023), 84\u201387.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Image Credit and Inspiration<\/strong>: Elianna Gill, untitled <\/em>(detail), 2023, photo, Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image<\/a>. A group of people, regardless of background, welcome each other into community.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kdy\u017e jsem vylil v\u0161e, co m\u00e9 zran\u011bn\u00e9 a bolav\u00e9 srdce bylo pohnuto a schopno \u0159\u00edct, Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b p\u0159it\u00e1hl k sob\u011b a za\u0161eptal mi do ucha t\u0159i slova, kter\u00e1 m\u011b osvobodila, slova, kter\u00e1 ve mn\u011b dodnes zn\u00ed jako ozv\u011bna. Sly\u0161el jsem ho \u0161eptat: \u201eMiluji t\u011b!\u201c Om\u00e1men\u00fd a p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd t\u00edm, \u017ee jsem tak nevysv\u011btliteln\u011b milov\u00e1n, mi duch ve m\u011b dal v\u011bd\u011bt, co jsme oba s Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161em \u010dekali, a\u017e to sly\u0161\u00edme. Naklonil jsem se tedy bl\u00ed\u017e a za\u0161eptal Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161i sv\u00e9 tajn\u00e9 \u201eMiluji t\u011b\u201c.(James Finley)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14147,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[198],"tags":[154,2564,176,503],"class_list":["post-14187","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-richard-rohr-ofm-centrum-pro-zivot-a-rozjimani","tag-laska","tag-miluji-te","tag-modlitba","tag-pritomnost","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14187","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14187"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14187\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14188,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14187\/revisions\/14188"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14187"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14187"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14187"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Jsem skute\u010dnou osobou?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Pot\u0159ebuji se dostat do Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161ovy p\u0159\u00edtomnosti<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
V modlitb\u011b hled\u00e1m Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161e<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Moje p\u0159edstavy<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Miluji t\u011b<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Bo\u017e\u00ed l\u00e1ska mne prostoupila<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
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