Nau\u010dila jsem se v\u00edce si v\u00e1\u017eit svat\u00e9 nev\u011bdomosti ne\u017e n\u00e1bo\u017eensk\u00e9 jistoty a hledat spole\u010dn\u00edky, kte\u0159\u00ed dosp\u011bli ke stejn\u00e9mu pozn\u00e1n\u00ed.\u2014Barbara Brown Taylor, Leaving Church<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Spisovatelka Barbara Brown Taylorov\u00e1 musela prohloubit svou d\u016fv\u011bru v Boha, kdy\u017e se vzdala pastora\u010dn\u00ed slu\u017eby v episkop\u00e1ln\u00ed c\u00edrkvi:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n V dob\u011b, kdy jsem ode\u0161la z Grace-Calvary, jsem dosp\u011bla k ch\u00e1p\u00e1n\u00ed v\u00edry, kter\u00e9 m\u011blo mnohem v\u00edce spole\u010dn\u00e9ho s d\u016fv\u011brou ne\u017e s jistotou. V\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee B\u016fh je B\u016fh, i kdy\u017e jsem nemohla s jistotou \u0159\u00edci, k\u00fdm B\u016fh je. V\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee B\u016fh udr\u017euje sv\u011bt, i kdy\u017e jsem nemohla s jistotou \u0159\u00edci, jak se to d\u011bje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n V\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee B\u016fh m\u011b i m\u00e9 bl\u00edzk\u00e9 dr\u017e\u00ed v n\u00e1ru\u010di, v \u017eivot\u011b i ve smrti, ani\u017e by mi dal sebemen\u0161\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010div\u00fd d\u016fkaz, \u017ee tomu tak skute\u010dn\u011b je. A\u010dkoli toto ch\u00e1p\u00e1n\u00ed m\u011blo pro m\u011b v\u00edtan\u00fd \u00fa\u010dinek v tom, \u017ee pro m\u011b v\u00edra p\u0159estala b\u00fdt podstatn\u00fdm jm\u00e9nem a stala se slovesem, bylo to z\u00e1rove\u0148 pozn\u00e1n\u00ed, kter\u00e9 mi uk\u00e1zalo, jak daleko jsem se odch\u00fdlila od st\u0159edu sv\u00e9 star\u00e9 duchovn\u00ed mapy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jako ka\u017ed\u00e1 jin\u00e1 mapa m\u011bla i ta moje st\u0159ed i okraj. Ve st\u0159edu st\u00e1la c\u00edrkev, kde dobr\u00e9 \u017eeny pekly chl\u00e9b pro svat\u00e9 p\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed, \u017eehlily olt\u00e1\u0159n\u00ed pr\u00e1dlo a le\u0161tily st\u0159\u00edbro, kter\u00e9 pat\u0159ilo c\u00edrkevn\u00ed rodin\u011b po generace. Rodi\u010de p\u0159iv\u00e1d\u011bli sv\u00e9 d\u011bti ke k\u0159tu a ty d\u011bti vyr\u016fstaly s des\u00edtkami c\u00edrkevn\u00edch tet a str\u00fdc\u016f, kte\u0159\u00ed je znali jm\u00e9nem\u2026 Tito lid\u00e9 ve st\u0159edu br\u00e1nili tomu, aby mapa odlet\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jak se uk\u00e1zalo, okraj mapy nebyl od st\u0159edu zas tak daleko\u2026 Sta\u010dilo jen vyj\u00edt z kostela a doj\u00edt tam, kde sv\u011btla ze svatyn\u011b ji\u017e nepronikala temnotou\u2026 Tam venku nebyly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 b\u0159idlicov\u00e9 st\u0159echy ani cedule k toalet\u00e1m, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 ti\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 programy ani p\u0159\u00e1tel\u0161t\u00ed uvad\u011b\u010di. Bylo tam jen nepl\u00e1novan\u00e9 setk\u00e1n\u00ed s nezkrocen\u00fdm Bohem, jeho\u017e jm\u00e9no bylo nevysloviteln\u00e9\u2026 Tito lid\u00e9 na okraji zabr\u00e1nili tomu, aby se mapa stala zbyte\u010dnou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Podle Bible jsou pro duchovn\u00ed krajinu nezbytn\u00e9 jak st\u0159ed, tak okraj, a\u010dkoli se od sebe li\u0161\u00ed, jak jen to jde…. Na obou m\u00edstech je \u017eivot \u2026, ale jsou od sebe tak odli\u0161n\u00e1, \u017ee je pro lidi \u010dasto obt\u00ed\u017en\u00e9 \u2026 se shodnout na tom, \u017ee ob\u011b m\u00edsta skute\u010dn\u011b pat\u0159\u00ed na stejnou mapu. Mnoho z toho, co je ve st\u0159edu jist\u00e9, je v divo\u010din\u011b nejist\u00e9. [1]<\/p>\n\n\n\n Brown Taylorov\u00e1 c\u00edt\u00ed povol\u00e1n\u00ed pokra\u010dovat ve sv\u00e9m posl\u00e1n\u00ed i po kn\u011b\u017esk\u00e9m sv\u011bcen\u00ed:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00fdm povol\u00e1n\u00edm bylo milovat Boha a sv\u00e9ho bli\u017en\u00edho, a to bylo n\u011bco, co jsem mohla d\u011blat kdekoli, s k\u00fdmkoli, s kn\u011b\u017esk\u00fdm kol\u00e1rkem i bez n\u011bj. M\u00e9 kn\u011b\u017estv\u00ed nebylo t\u00edm, co jsem d\u011blala, ale t\u00edm, k\u00fdm jsem byla. V tomto nov\u00e9m sv\u011btle nic nep\u0159i\u0161lo nazmar. V\u0161e, co bylo p\u0159edt\u00edm, bylo po\u017eehn\u00e1n\u00edm, a v\u0161e, co teprve p\u0159ijde, bude je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce. [2]<\/p>\n\n\n\n [1] Barbara Brown Taylor, Leaving Church: A Memoir of Faith<\/em> (HarperOne, 2012),\u202f170, 171, 172. <\/p>\n\n\n\n [2] Brown Taylor, Leaving Church<\/em>, 209. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Image credit and inspiration<\/strong>: Rich\u00e1rd Ecsedi, untitled (detail), 2019, photo. Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image<\/a>. We trust the way forward even as the unexpected appears just beyond the edges of the map.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" V\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee B\u016fh m\u011b i m\u00e9 bl\u00edzk\u00e9 dr\u017e\u00ed v n\u00e1ru\u010di, v \u017eivot\u011b i ve smrti, ani\u017e by mi dal sebemen\u0161\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010div\u00fd d\u016fkaz, \u017ee tomu tak skute\u010dn\u011b je. A\u010dkoli toto ch\u00e1p\u00e1n\u00ed m\u011blo pro m\u011b v\u00edtan\u00fd \u00fa\u010dinek v tom, \u017ee pro m\u011b v\u00edra p\u0159estala b\u00fdt podstatn\u00fdm jm\u00e9nem a stala se slovesem, bylo to z\u00e1rove\u0148 pozn\u00e1n\u00ed, kter\u00e9 mi uk\u00e1zalo, jak daleko jsem se odch\u00fdlila od st\u0159edu sv\u00e9 star\u00e9 duchovn\u00ed mapy. (B.B. Taylor)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14680,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[198],"tags":[829,877,599],"class_list":["post-14685","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-richard-rohr-ofm-centrum-pro-zivot-a-rozjimani","tag-pochybnosti","tag-povolani","tag-vira","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14685","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14685"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14685\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14687,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14685\/revisions\/14687"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14680"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14685"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14685"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14685"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Nem\u011bla jsem jistoty<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
m\u011bla jsem jen d\u016fv\u011bru<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
m\u011bla jsem vzory v\u011brn\u00fdch<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
a uvnit\u0159 byl B\u016fh<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
lid\u00e9 jsou r\u016fzn\u00ed<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
M\u00fdm povol\u00e1n\u00edm je milovat Boha<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Prameny:<\/h6>\n\n\n\n