V\u00fdzkumnice a vyprav\u011b\u010dka Bren\u00e9 Brownov\u00e1 se pod\u011bl\u00ed o sv\u016fj pocit duchovn\u00ed stesku po domov\u011b.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Slovo \u201estesk po domov\u011b\u201c \u010dasto vyvol\u00e1v\u00e1 p\u0159edstavy o prchav\u00e9m smutku d\u00edt\u011bte nebo jeho do\u010dasn\u00e9 touze po domov\u011b a rodin\u011b. V dne\u0161n\u00ed kultu\u0159e je tento cit \u010dasto bagatelizov\u00e1n \u2026 [jako] neur\u010dit\u00fd pocit z p\u0159esp\u00e1n\u00ed na t\u00e1bo\u0159e, nikoli jako intenzivn\u00ed emocion\u00e1ln\u00ed pro\u017eitek, kter\u00fd je kl\u00ed\u010dov\u00fd pro lidskou zku\u0161enost a \u00fast\u0159edn\u00ed pro na\u0161i vrozenou pot\u0159ebu pocitu soun\u00e1le\u017eitosti a p\u0159\u00edslu\u0161nosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duchovn\u00ed stesk po domov\u011b byl v m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b st\u00e1lou sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed. Nejednalo se o ka\u017edodenn\u00ed z\u00e1\u017eitek, ale o p\u0159edv\u00eddatelnou a v\u017edy se opakuj\u00edc\u00ed zoufalou touhu naj\u00edt pocit posv\u00e1tnosti uvnit\u0159 m\u011b, nikoli mimo m\u011b: mou du\u0161i, m\u016fj domov, Boha ve mn\u011b. Byl to stesk po m\u00edst\u011b, kter\u00e9 existuje pouze uvnit\u0159 m\u011b.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve sv\u00fdch t\u0159ic\u00e1t\u00fdch a \u010dty\u0159ic\u00e1t\u00fdch letech jsem ob\u010das t\u00e9to touze podlehla, v\u0161eho nechala a b\u011b\u017eela, jak nejrychleji jsem mohla, abych nav\u0161t\u00edvila sv\u016fj vnit\u0159n\u00ed domov. Br\u00e1na do m\u00e9ho vnit\u0159n\u00edho duchovn\u00edho domova byla jedn\u00edm prost\u00fdm z\u00e1\u017eitkem, jedn\u00edm setk\u00e1n\u00edm s \u201etenk\u00fdm m\u00edstem\u201c \u2013 t\u0159eba kdy\u017e jsem sed\u011bla v aut\u011b a poslouchala Lorettu Lynn zp\u00edvat \u201eHow Great Thou Art\u201c, nebo odpoledn\u00ed plav\u00e1n\u00ed s Bohem v jeze\u0159e Travis, \u010di jedna noc str\u00e1ven\u00e1 modlitbou denn\u00edho rozj\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed. Ale pak, po t\u00e9 n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bv\u011b, jsem ode\u0161la a vr\u00e1tila se do sv\u011bta sv\u00e9 prvn\u00ed poloviny \u017eivota. Tuto spiritualitu prvn\u00ed poloviny \u017eivota bych popsala jako p\u0159\u00edliv a odliv [\u0159eck\u00fdch slov] nostos a alga, n\u00e1vrat dom\u016f a bolest.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u011bhem posledn\u00edch dvou let jsem zjistila, \u017ee duchovn\u00ed stesk po domov\u011b u m\u011b p\u0159eva\u017euje. Duchovn\u00ed stesk po domov\u011b se stal t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ka\u017edodenn\u00edm tup\u00fdm z\u00e1rmutkem. Nen\u00ed to deprese ani vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00ed. Je to nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 v\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee se bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm ke konci jedn\u00e9 v\u011bci a k za\u010d\u00e1tku dal\u0161\u00ed. Odch\u00e1z\u00edm a p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edm. Je v tom strach, ale tak\u00e9 radostn\u00e9 o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed.\u202f\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dnes, kdy\u017e se vrac\u00edm dom\u016f na m\u00edsto ve mn\u011b, kde p\u0159eb\u00fdv\u00e1 B\u016fh, u\u017e m\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1, abych to byla jen rychl\u00e1 n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bva, abych se mohla vr\u00e1tit zp\u011bt do sv\u011bta \u201eco si mysl\u00ed ostatn\u00ed\u201c a \u201eco dok\u00e1\u017eu stihnout\u201c. Dnes m\u011b z domu sotva n\u011bkdo vyt\u00e1hne. P\u0159itahuj\u00ed m\u011b jin\u00e9 rozhovory a hlub\u0161\u00ed vztahy. Chci, aby tento posv\u00e1tn\u00fd prostor byl m\u00fdm domovem, ne jen m\u00edstem, kter\u00e9 nav\u0161t\u011bvuji, abych podpo\u0159ila sv\u016fj \u201eskute\u010dn\u00fd \u017eivot\u201c, kter\u00fd se odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 mimo m\u00e9 spojen\u00ed s Bohem. Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m si kl\u00e1st ot\u00e1zku, zda moje alga, moje bolest, nen\u00ed \u017eivena m\u00fdm odlou\u010den\u00edm od Boha a od m\u00e9ho Prav\u00e9ho J\u00e1\u2026\u202f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Opustit prvn\u00ed polovinu \u017eivota je d\u011bsiv\u00e9. V\u011bt\u0161ina z n\u00e1s m\u00e1 tu prvn\u00ed polovinu \u017eivota zvl\u00e1dnutou. Jde o to, \u017ee kdy\u017e se od n\u00ed odvrac\u00edm, nikdy, ale opravdu nikdy mi ta prvn\u00ed polovina \u017eivota nechyb\u00ed\u2026 Mo\u017en\u00e1 mi ta prvn\u00ed polovina \u017eivota nechyb\u00ed, proto\u017ee to ve skute\u010dnosti nikdy nebyl m\u016fj skute\u010dn\u00fd domov.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bren\u00e9 Brown, \u201cNostos and Alga: Returning Home in the Second Half of Life,\u201d foreword to Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life<\/em><\/a>, by Richard Rohr, rev. ed. (Jossey-Bass, 2024), vii, ix\u2013x.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Image credit and inspiration<\/strong>: Andrew Wong, untitled (detail)<\/em>, 2022, photo, Penang, Malaysia. Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image<\/a>. The inner sanctum is always with us, shedding light on who we are, our journey with and to the divine.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dnes, kdy\u017e se vrac\u00edm dom\u016f na m\u00edsto ve mn\u011b, kde p\u0159eb\u00fdv\u00e1 B\u016fh, u\u017e m\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1, abych to byla jen rychl\u00e1 n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bva, abych se mohla vr\u00e1tit zp\u011bt do sv\u011bta \u201eco si mysl\u00ed ostatn\u00ed\u201c a \u201eco dok\u00e1\u017eu stihnout\u201c. Dnes m\u011b z domu sotva n\u011bkdo vyt\u00e1hne. P\u0159itahuj\u00ed m\u011b jin\u00e9 rozhovory a hlub\u0161\u00ed vztahy. Chci, aby tento posv\u00e1tn\u00fd prostor byl m\u00fdm domovem, ne jen m\u00edstem, kter\u00e9 nav\u0161t\u011bvuji, abych podpo\u0159ila sv\u016fj \u201eskute\u010dn\u00fd \u017eivot\u201c, kter\u00fd se odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 mimo m\u00e9 spojen\u00ed s Bohem. Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m si kl\u00e1st ot\u00e1zku, zda moje alga, moje bolest, nen\u00ed \u017eivena m\u00fdm odlou\u010den\u00edm od Boha a od m\u00e9ho Prav\u00e9ho J\u00e1\u2026(Bren\u00e9 Brown)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14777,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[198],"tags":[1685,1683,2776],"class_list":["post-14784","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-richard-rohr-ofm-centrum-pro-zivot-a-rozjimani","tag-domov-u-boha","tag-duchovni-domov","tag-nitro-cloveka","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14784","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14784"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14784\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14785,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14784\/revisions\/14785"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14777"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14784"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14784"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14784"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}