Autorka a re\u017eis\u00e9rka Cassidy Hallov\u00e1 popisuje, jak p\u0159ijala svou queer orientaci jako cestu k intimit\u011b se sv\u00fdm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Homosexualita se stala jak\u00fdmsi st\u0159edobodem m\u00e9ho st\u00e1le se vyv\u00edjej\u00edc\u00edho prav\u00e9ho j\u00e1. Queerness je m\u00edstem m\u00e9ho vlastn\u00edho neomezen\u00e9ho st\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed se a jeho vrozen\u00e9ho spojen\u00ed s bo\u017estv\u00edm, p\u0159\u00edrodou a m\u00fdmi bli\u017en\u00edmi…..<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ka\u017ed\u00fd nese sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 sv\u00fdm vlastn\u00edm zp\u016fsobem, sv\u00fdmi vlastn\u00edmi slovy a ve sv\u00e9m vlastn\u00edm \u010dase. A to je tak\u00e9 kr\u00e1sn\u011b queer. M\u00e9 prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 je queer zp\u016fsob, jak\u00fdm p\u0159ikl\u00e1d\u00e1m ucho k hrudi stromu a naslouch\u00e1m tlukotu jeho srdce. M\u00e9 prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 je ta \u010d\u00e1st m\u011b, kter\u00e1 se objevuje ve st\u00e1tn\u00ed budov\u011b v Indian\u011b, kdy\u017e se projedn\u00e1vaj\u00ed protitransov\u00e9 z\u00e1kony, s v\u011bdom\u00edm privilegia, kter\u00e9 mi d\u00e1v\u00e1 m\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed postaven\u00ed cis queer b\u00edl\u00e9 \u017eeny a role, ke kter\u00e9 jsem povol\u00e1na v r\u00e1mci komunitn\u00ed p\u00e9\u010de. Moje prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 je ta \u010d\u00e1st m\u011b, kter\u00e1 se st\u00e1le pt\u00e1, je zv\u011bdav\u00e1 na sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed rozkv\u011bt a dr\u017e\u00ed sebe – a sv\u011bt – s otev\u0159enou n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed….. Kdy\u017e rozpoj\u00edme p\u011bsti a zbav\u00edme se internalizovan\u00fdch norem a o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed, vykro\u010d\u00edme vst\u0159\u00edc v\u0161emu \u017eiv\u00e9mu, v\u0161emu divok\u00e9mu, vst\u0159\u00edc pravd\u011b o tom, k\u00fdm jsme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hallov\u00e1 popisuje uzdraven\u00ed, k n\u011bmu\u017e do\u0161lo, kdy\u017e se nau\u010dila p\u0159ijmout sv\u00e9 t\u011blo a identitu:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Jak roky plynuly, za\u010dala jsem se zbavovat sv\u00fdch p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed o sob\u011b sam\u00e9 z t\u011bchto poru\u0161en\u00fdch o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed a byla jsem sv\u011bdkem v\u00fdznamn\u00e9 zm\u011bny. Moje t\u011blo, moje existence, moje identita se za\u010daly c\u00edtit kouzeln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, \u017eiv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a queer. Pokra\u010dovala jsem v uvol\u0148ov\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159edstav o sob\u011b sam\u00e9 souvisej\u00edc\u00edch s o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edm spole\u010dnosti a za\u010dala jsem se mnohem v\u00edce zaj\u00edmat o to, co c\u00edt\u00edm jako j\u00e1 – co rezonuje a oz\u00fdv\u00e1 se se zem\u00ed m\u00e9ho byt\u00ed, jak\u00e9 rytmy jsou v souladu s m\u00fdm t\u011blem….. \u010casto jsem chodila na p\u011b\u0161\u00ed t\u00fary v tichu, co\u017e mi pomohlo zamilovat si v\u00fddr\u017e sv\u00e9ho t\u011bla a ocenit sv\u016fj mystick\u00fd a \u010dasto smysln\u00fd vztah k p\u0159\u00edrod\u011b. Kdy\u017e jsem chodila do nedalek\u00e9ho ka\u0148onu Temescal, ti\u0161e jsem stoupala na vyhl\u00eddku na oce\u00e1n, abych vn\u00edmala \u017eivly kolem sebe i v sob\u011b. Znovu jsem se naplnila sv\u00fdmi p\u0159irozen\u00fdmi rytmy, poznala dar sv\u00e9ho t\u011bla a p\u0159ijala erotickou energii, kterou v sob\u011b nos\u00edm. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Na t\u00e9\u017ee stezce jsem za\u017eila d\u016fv\u011brn\u00e9 splynut\u00ed se sv\u00fdm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1 a propojen\u00ed se v\u0161\u00edm \u017eiv\u00fdm. Kdy\u017e jsem se jednoho r\u00e1na vydala na t\u00faru k vrcholu, nev\u011bdomky jsem se chytila vlastn\u00ed ruky a dr\u017eela ji tak n\u011b\u017en\u011b. Kdy\u017e jsem si uv\u011bdomil n\u00e1klonnost a l\u00e1sku tohoto okam\u017eiku, zastavil jsem se, zav\u0159el o\u010di a za\u010dal plakat. Zat\u00edmco jsem p\u0159ij\u00edmala tento okam\u017eik l\u00e1sky mezi mnou, m\u00fdm t\u011blem a kr\u00e1sou, kter\u00e1 m\u011b obklopovala, sebrala jsem se a pokra\u010dovala v ch\u016fzi. D\u00e1l jsem se dr\u017eela za ruku a p\u0159ij\u00edmala okam\u017eik hlubok\u00e9ho spojen\u00ed mezi m\u00fdm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1 a sv\u011btem kolem m\u011b. Prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 existuje v n\u00e1dob\u011b na\u0161eho t\u011bla. A b\u00fdt v kontaktu s na\u0161\u00edm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1 znamen\u00e1 b\u00fdt v kontaktu s erotikou, b\u00fdt v kontaktu se v\u0161\u00edm \u017eiv\u00fdm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159e\u010dt\u011bte si tuto meditaci na webu cac.org.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cassidy Hall, Queering Contemplation: Finding Queerness in the Roots and Future of Contemplative Spirituality<\/em> (Minneapolis, MN: Broadleaf Books, 2024), 103, 106\u2013107. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Image credit and inspiration<\/strong>: Nina Hill, untitled <\/em>(detail), 2020, photo, Unsplash<\/a>. Click here to enlarge image.<\/a> The connective energy of human touch, entwining our hands and our hearts. We are not alone.<\/em> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Zat\u00edmco jsem p\u0159ij\u00edmala tento okam\u017eik l\u00e1sky mezi mnou, m\u00fdm t\u011blem a kr\u00e1sou, kter\u00e1 m\u011b obklopovala, sebrala jsem se a pokra\u010dovala v ch\u016fzi. D\u00e1l jsem se dr\u017eela za ruku a p\u0159ij\u00edmala okam\u017eik hlubok\u00e9ho spojen\u00ed mezi m\u00fdm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1 a sv\u011btem kolem m\u011b. Prav\u00e9 j\u00e1 existuje v n\u00e1dob\u011b na\u0161eho t\u011bla. A b\u00fdt v kontaktu s na\u0161\u00edm prav\u00fdm j\u00e1 znamen\u00e1 b\u00fdt v kontaktu s erotikou, b\u00fdt v kontaktu se v\u0161\u00edm \u017eiv\u00fdm.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8960,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[198],"tags":[1743],"class_list":["post-8965","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-richard-rohr-ofm-centrum-pro-zivot-a-rozjimani","tag-queer","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8965","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8965"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8965\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8966,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8965\/revisions\/8966"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8960"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8965"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8965"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.frantiskani.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8965"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Homosexualita<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
M\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed prav\u00e9 j\u00e1<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Uvolnila jsem sv\u00e9 p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed a p\u0159edstavy<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
P\u0159ijala jsem v l\u00e1sce sebe<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
Prameny:<\/h6>\n\n\n\n